“Hi Rakesh, How are you? What
made you call me so early in the morning?” asked Vivek to his friend while
replying to his phone call.
“Vivek, I am doing great. Do you
remember Ramakant? Our school time hero?” replied Rakesh with a question.
“Oh yes! How can anyone forget our
younger brother Rama, the hero, who used to steal mangoes and tamarind for us
from Chaudhry’s orchard; what happened to him? Where is he now? What is he
doing these days?” Vivek filled Rakesh’s ear with his barrage of questions.
“Ha ha. Rama is fine and he is a
Physics professor in the government college, which is the only college in the
town “replied Rakesh and explained why he telephoned Vivek, “Rama has to attend
a conference at the University. You are living in the university campus, so I
asked him to meet you and give you the sweater your Kamala Chachi, my mother,
has knit for you. Is it okay with you?”
Without a moment’s hesitation
Rakesh replied, “Rama is always welcome to visit me. Ask him to stay with me
and he need not worry about his stay to attend the conference. I will not let
him stay at the guest house. By the way, is Rama still the daredevil or he has
mellowed...?”
Before Vivek could complete his
query Rakesh in sheer excitement cut him with his emphatic response, “Vivek!
There is a tremendous change in Rama; he is no longer the Rama you remember him
as. Wait till you meet him and see for yourself! Ha...”
“Alright, so when is Rama to arrive here, I can go and receive him at the station.” replied Vivek with
laughter echoing in his voice.
“Rama will reach tomorrow morning,
attend the conference and meet you in the afternoon before returning home by
the evening train.” replied Rakesh.
“I will message my department and
residence address to you. Rama will have lunch with me. Living alone has helped
me become a very good cook. I shall make his favourite mutton curry…”
Rakesh’s exclamation cut short
Vivek’s plan, “Hold on Vivek, Rama is a vegetarian. I will give him your
address and phone no. Do call me after Rama’s visit. Take care old chap; I will
wait for your phone call tomorrow evening.”
Vivek chuckled and entered the
kitchen to check on the ingredients he needed to prepare a vegetarian lunch for
Rama the following day.
Rakesh and Ramakant were Vivek’s
cousin brothers. Their father was Vivek’s paternal uncle. They had spent their
childhood together in their ancestral home in the town. After completing his
studies, Vivek began working in the administrative block of the university and
lived in the quarter allotted to him in the campus. The very thought of meeting
Rama after twenty years made him happy.
Rakesh woke up quite early in the
morning. He could not contain his excitement of meeting his cousin and in no
time he completed arranging his house to welcome Rama for lunch in the
afternoon and headed off to his office to complete his day’s work. Unlike the
other days, today Rakesh was unmindful of his work and anxiously waited for
Rama’s phone call. After a long and anxious wait, Rakesh’s mobile phone tinkled
the much awaited call from Rama. Vivek asked Rama to wait for him at the
conference hall as he would pick him up and drive him to his residence.
Rakesh parked his car in front of
the conference hall and rushed to its main door. The conference was over and the participants
were moving out of the hall, just then he heard a youthful voice call out to
him, “Rakesh Bhai, I am here...” Rakesh immediately swung to his left to see a
slim young man in formal conference suit moving towards him. Their face beamed
with joy and they threw themselves in each is other’s arms to make up for the
lapse of twenty years. Rakesh held Rama at arm’s length to look at his young
brother, “Gosh, Rama! What has happened to your baby fat! How did you slim
down? Stop all the veg. food. You need to put on weight!” Rama laughed and
replied to Vivek, “Vivek Bhai, I have reduced horizontally and gained
vertically. I always wanted to be as tall as you and I see I have achieved it!”
They laughed together and on the way to Vivek’s quarter they tried to catch up
on lapse of twenty years.
“After a refreshing bath here is
fresh veggie lunch for you. Rakesh told me that you have become a vegetarian by
choice.” Vivek served a plate full of variety of vegetarian dish in front of
Rama. “Wah Vivek Bhai! Bachelorhood has transformed you into a splendid cook!”
exclaimed Rama admiring the lunch his brother had prepared for him. “Rama,
because of you I have fixed a veggie lunch first time in my life. First have
it, then comment on it, while I get the water jug from the kitchen.”
While Vivek was filling the water
jug from the water filter in the kitchen he overheard Rama say, “May I be
obliterated in flesh and blood. May I be eradicated in flesh and blood. May I
be transformed in flesh and blood. May it be in harmony with the environment…”
Shocked by Rama’s utterance, Vivek rushed out of the kitchen holding the half
filled water jug in his hand. “Are you nuts Rama! What are you muttering?” At
Vivek’s outburst Rama opened his eyes, placed his hands on the dining table and
quietly looked at his brother glaring at him.
Vivek sat down beside Rama at the table and asked him,
“Rama, what is this, what do you mean by your destruction in flesh and blood?
Are you so depressed that you want to kill yourself? What’s the matter boy?
Tell me, what can I do for you? I can’t see you sad. I remember you as Phantom
and Tarzan jumping and swinging from the branches of the trees in Chaudhry’s orchard. Stealing pickle and
candies from Nathhu bhai’s grocery store, what is this?”
Rama smiled and looked at his
agitated brother in the eye and said, “Vivek bhai, this is neither a prayer nor
a curse. I merely practice self affirmation when I have a meal.” Vivek was not
convinced with the explanation and as if chiding his brother, said “What kind
of self affirmation is this, confirming your own destruction?” Rama laughed and
replied, “Oh yes Vivek bhai, don’t forget, a while ago you had said I am no
longer the chubby kid you had seen me twenty years back; which means, with time
I have changed both physically and mentally. In fact, each one of us is energy
in form of life force."
Vivek looking quizzed by Rama's statement asked, "We are human beings, how can we be a form of energy?"
Rama savouring the paneer curry replied, "Why do we need food and water or drink?"
hence a life force Energy is the The cells and tissues I was born with are no longer part
of me. The cells and tissues of my body are constantly replaced like the leaves
of a living tree or plant. My life form is constantly transforming with the
continuous replacement of cells and tissues with new ones. The food I eat fuels
the process of living transformation. Each day, every moment I have a positive
or negative experience that influences the life force or energy within me in
the form of my physical and mental transformation. My conscious effort to
dispel negative energy caused in me in the form of anger, inflated expectation,
resentment, jealousy, hatred, vengeance, to name a few. This is possible through
positively conscious efforts in the form of grateful acknowledgement,
compassion, positively learning through the challenges, benevolence, reforms,
camaraderie, bonhomie, goodwill that concordantly dispel the discord of the
negative forces. When I consciously
affirm my transformation and try to transform all my negative experience to
positive ones: I try to make a positive change in my mind and body that helps
me to effectively harmonise with the environment. If I am unable to offset the
affect of negative experience, it generates negative energy in me resulting in
negative transformation causing mental stress, physical distress and ailment. Therefore,
before having the food I affirm that let it fuel the transformation of the
cells and tissues in me help me generate more positive energy to replace the
negative energy in me so that I can harmonise with the surrounding, the beings
and the environment.”
Reading the puzzled look on Vivek’s
face Rama laughed aloud and said, “Vivek bhai, you have so aesthetically
transformed your negative energy in the form of any worry or anxiety into positive
energy in the form of this yummy lunch for me!”